“Whilst the last members were signing [the Constitution], Doctor Franklin, looking towards the President’s chair, at the back of which a rising sun happened to be painted, observed to a few members near him, that painters had found it difficult to distinguish in their art, a rising, from a setting, sun. I have, said he, often and often, in the course of the session, and the vicissitudes of my hopes and fears as to its issue, looked at that behind the President, without being able to tell whether it was rising or setting; but now at length, I have the happiness to know, that it is a rising, and not a setting sun.”
– James Madison, Journal of the Federal Convention
A perfect, beautiful day, and a wretched, ugly day. Both draw our eyes to the coming of the darkness of night.
For the former, we look at the coming dark and struggle against its arrival, we strain to push it back with our hearts and our minds, refusing to let something so wonderfully good end. We wish to stay in it forever, to feel it in our soul, to feel it deep in our bones, for as long as we can. If we could, we would become the moment, become the day, feel ourselves fall into the universe’s memory so that we can live forever in joy. Who wishes for what is good to end, after all?
For the latter, it is entirely different. Such days we know just as well as the bright and sunny ones. Days of pain, and anguish. Days where the hours become eternities, where the undesirable races with your heartbeat, keeping you in time with it, unable to flee or escape it. Days where every minute seems worse than the one that came before. A day one wants to forget, to saw it out of one’s mind and throw it aside, so that it never attempts to remind us that it existed in the first place. We grow to hate the memory, and all the moments. We look to the night, to the dark, to the conclusion and the end of the day with something approaching relief.
The fortunate ones live lives with more days like the former than the latter, and many unfortunate ones walk only through days like the latter. But in each case, the fall, the hush, of night is firm in the mind.
Some hope the sun never sets.
Some hope the sun never rises.
Where do we find ourselves now? To which hope do we lash our souls?
These are wretched, ugly days for our Republic.
From sea to shining sea, the people suffer. The western shore burns, turning the skies shades of orange and red, as if to say the world is soon to be engulfed. A plague creeps through the populace, extending itself with glee through those who welcome it into their homes through foolishness or wickedness. It claims hundreds of thousands of lives, and weakens many more. Storms seek out our coast and with mighty winds leave destruction in their path. Good, honest people lose their employment, their homes, their families. Fear wraps itself around us like a heavy cloak, bearing us down to the cold ground. It squeezes the air from our lungs, freezes our hearts, and clutters our minds.
We are an overwhelmingly diverse people, universally overwhelmed.
Our troubles are too many for one person to bear, or solve. Yet we do bear them, do we not? They cling to us, riding us like a mule, day after day. There is no shame in falling. Even the mightiest break.
In days such as these, the people are filled to the brim with need. Not the need of want, but the need of relief.
We have grown believing in our own legend. Like a child who learns for the first time that their parent has a name of their own, so too are our childlike eyes being opened to the truth of things. It is a moment of confusion. It is a shift in the dynamic of our lives.
We have grown used to relying on tales of old. We have collectively rested on the laurels of our American ancestors, praising their sacrifices and their knowledge and foresight, while limiting ourselves from doing the same. We have ignored their faults, their sins, and created for ourselves the deep belief that we shall ever be as we always have been, and some kind of Providence guides our way.
When legends fall, the people will seek out something to which they can flee, in safety.
And are our legends not falling, now?
We are the greatest nation the Earth has ever known, yet we fall behind so many other nations in so many other ways. We are the most powerful nation, yet we are powerless to save ourselves. We are a nation of laws, which serve the powerful and wealthy, and punish the poor and powerless. We are a nation where dreams come true, while seeking to ensure millions never realize their most modest dreams. All are equal here, but some, of course, are far more equal than others.
This year, this dark, ominous year, has pulled the curtain back on the façade upon which so many of us have relied. In stark relief now, traceable by our hands as we approach, stand out our many weaknesses, our many faults, our many injuries.
Our legend is collapsing.
But where shall we flee?
To one man, many say. Flee to one man, trust in his untrustworthy words, put your lives into his fickle hands, and believe in his mission. Flee to this man, who takes the best parts of our Republic and corrupts them as gangrenous flesh corrupts its neighbor, threatening to collapse the entire structure of our society. Flee to the man who cannot speak the truth! Flee to the man who sees none as his equal or superior! Flee to the man who has turned justice into injustice, truth into lies, pain into his pleasure, and our nation into his plaything!
Flee to that man! For from his lazy tongue fall the words so many wish to hear. No no, he whispers. The legends were all true. They were all true, and only true for you, my followers. You are the inheritors of legendary tales, the rightful heirs to their power and influence. Follow me, and I shall make all as it once was, though it never was such. Hear my words, and feel yourself empowered. And, empower me.
That man will not let legends die, for he is a legend now too, and if Truth is the spear that strikes down the False, then his legend is at risk, as well.
And like so many before him, and like so many who will come after him, that man will do all in his power to retain all his power. For what sacrifices are too great to one who sees himself as an anointed demigod of the modern age? L’etat, c’est moi, that man would say, and crown himself under the auspices of the Sun.
If feeding Fear preserves him, he shall inflict terror upon his people. He shall have them fear their friends and their family, fear the known and unknown, fear dawn and dusk. For when a person is afraid, how well can they think?
If a tumbling financial market threatens him, then how could we doubt that he would let our fellow citizens die on the altar of his desire? How could we doubt that he would let people lose their employment, lose their homes, lose their ability to feed their children, if it would shore up that which he fears seeing fall?
If his financiers abandoning him would destroy him, then how could he not destroy that which they wish for him to destroy, be it the seas, the rivers, the air, or the world entire?
And if the people would threaten to topple him from his lofty throne, what then? Would he not threaten use of force against the angry voice of the people, promise to send those loyal to him to conquer cities that may turn against him? Would he not seek to ensure the people were too weak to force him out by the power of their vote? Would he not attempt to prevent the people from voting?
Do you feel it? Do you feel the undercurrent of those words swirl about your feet, tugging at you?
What you sense in the actions described is fear. Not our fear. No.
It is the fear of that man. It is the fear of a man who knows that his legend is at risk of collapse. It is the fear of a man who strolls about in a third kind of day. Not a perfect day, nor a dark day, but a day of deception. It is the day of a man who walks about in perpetual fear of being unmasked, and being revealed for what he truly is. It is the day of a man who sprints from shadow to shadow, lest the sunlight reveal, not just to others, but most importantly to himself that he is not what he claims to be, or believes to be.
He was never a legend, and he is afraid, mortally afraid, of that truth.
And so he fears the end of his day, for he knows that his time in the sun may come to an end. And if he must burn the world to stand atop a sun of his own making, where he need never fear anything again, do you doubt that he would do so?
We walk in our gloomy, woeful day and wish and hope fervently for relief and the coming of night. Some will flee to this man.
I shall not.
I shall flee to that which has motivated the hearts of our truest patriots for over two-hundred years, to the idea that This is Not the End, and the only way to pass a day like this, is to pass through it.
For in our many dark moments as a nation, do we not stand here today? Are we not proof that we, as a people, can overcome? Are we not proof that together, we are powerful? ‘Out of many, one.’ One people, one resolve, one nation yearning to be free.
I shall flee not to that man, nor to any one man, but to the American People, in whom our founders entrusted the most powerful tool, the most terrible weapon to wield against those who would seek to claim power and authority to themselves: The Vote.
And as I take up my vote, as I pull it from a sheath forged in 1787, almost 233 years ago to the day, I will look upon its shining face and find that I need not burn the world to raise myself up; the union of our votes, like stars in the night sky, shall prove that darkness shall not win out over the day. And the more of us who vote, the more of us who draw strength from this great bequeathal from our ancestors, the brighter the night sky will be, a reminder to the dark that we are unconquered, and unconquerable.
In so doing, we shall make legends of ourselves. For when fear wished to dictate our actions, when hate marched through our streets and corruption poured from the doors of our government, when all seemed hopeless and fruitless, we drew together and spoke, in one voice, No.
Thus are true legends created.
And so, as we walk through this horrible day, as we must, and as we approach what seems like darkness, do not find relief in the end. Do not wish for the end and find comfort in the end. For in that coming darkness, we shall lift our voices to burn like the heavenly bodies, and shine light and truth through the long dark that may come.
Benjamin Franklin struggled to decipher whether the sun was setting, or rising.
For now, it sets. For now, darkness approaches.
But we as a people are not the setting sun.
We are the rising sun.
And we shall rise again.